UNM

Kristoffer is doing really good with this round of chemo. No nausea or vomiting and only two days to go. The feeding tube looks really good and is no longer causing pain. Kristoffer also has a really big appetite which is rare. He is loving the pancakes and apple jacks. Of course the hard part comes when his immune system hits the floor and then he is just weak and won't eat. So we should be going home on Saturday as long as he doesn't have any nausea or vomiting. I am in countdown mode now. Each day I think to myself, that will be the last time you have to get that drug or do this test or whatever it is. After he recovers from this round of chemo he will get one more 2 day round which is a little easier on him. Once he recovers from that, HE IS DONE. I cannot believe this nightmare is almost over. I can't remember what a normal life feels like. I know I will probably always be holding my breath every time he gets a check-up which will be frequently at first and then every year after the first year.